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Friday, April 29, 2005
This, that, and something else

Went and had lunch with Jeremy and Doug today at Denny's. It's nice to get a chance to sit down for a bit and catch up on old times, God knows that I miss that. We talked about what's new in our lives, how we've changed, and where we're going with life. I haven't laughed like that for awhile, it's was fun.

It seems that my lack of sleep has decided to wreak havoc on my physical domain. A stye (SPELLCHECK!!!!) has developed on the inside of my left eyelid, and now I get a constant reminder of how much sleep I haven't been getting every time I blink. It doesn't hurt so much, but when you feel it everytime you blink (not to mention it tearing up all of the time), it begins to get annoying.

I wish you all the best, hope life is well, and as far as I'm concerned, don't talk to strangers.

Now Playing - "Strata - When It's All Burning"
Posted by Ryan Bach .xXx. 4:45 PM
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Repetition of a boring kind



Here I am sitting in a class learning how to use a computer (Yippee! *CHOKE* *COUGH*) and God knows I don't know how to use one. Hell, I'm only able to check my email and play solitaire like millions of other people who own computers for the sake of saying so.


n00bs


Anyway, while this guy's blabbering on about how their Dell computers (they even have USB ports! They must be really high tech using acronyms like that!) are really cool and easy to use for research, I'm trying to keep myself entertained.


I've noticed that a lot of people haven't been posting much. Everyone's been busy lately, but I miss reading their posts in my spare time. Especially Sean's site. I especially enjoy reading what he's got to say. I haven't been able to speak with him for a couple weeks, but hopefully he and I can hang out soon.


Back on subject, I don't understand why I have to sit and listen to some guy yak on and on about how to research a topic and use a library correctly. I can understand that there are some people out there who are completely computer illiterate and don't know their way through a library, and for those people, the college should provide a class specifically for them. Rather than dragging a whole class who are most likely educated in finding research materials, you can save the few who don't know what they are doing.


Of course, who would want to get paid to teach a whole classroom full of uneducated people, what's the fun in that? So why not fill the class with educated students and a few uneducated, just so you don't have to spell it out for too many people at a time. Besides that way, you may not even have to teach at all, seeing as how the people sitting next to them can educate them for you. Hell, you're only a supervisor anyway.


Note: Last paragraph was completely a train of thought with no editing involved. AKA: Rant


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Wouldn't it be cool if you could get the same amount of rest in 6 hours that you got in 8. Life would be better, and people wouldn't be so grumpy. (Sidenote: I figured out why Starbucks coffe is so expensive. You aren't paying for the drink so much, but you're paying for the crappy attitude you tend to give towards baristas when they don't make your drink within 5 minutes) But I think people would actually treat others with more respect.


Even me. I'd be in a better mood most of the time, and I'd be able to do more of what I want to do. Like tonight, I'd love to pull an all-nighter and get some writing done. I've really wanted to for awhile!


That would be cool.


Now Playing (In my head) - "E-Type - Set the World On Fire"
Posted by Ryan Bach .xXx. 3:39 PM
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Friday, April 01, 2005
Chances are cause I have a funny grin


Things have been going on quite alright, and as usual Friday night is the infamous "Family Night" at my house. Always full of fun and excitement for those who get their jollies from such cruel events.

Last week's Family night (or was it two weeks ago, I don't remember too well) my mother and I got into a lovely discussion (more like a lecture) of how I'm the screwed up child who could care less about his family. It ended like a usual discussion would do so, only this time it left me out in the rain walking to my girlfriend's house and spending the night there on her couch. Hell, even her mom came to pick me up halfway there. I didn't even get a call from my brother til about half an hour after I had left. I suppose he was too busy laughing and cracking jokes about me with the rest of my family. I'm not joking, they were mocking me the whole time my mother and I were talking, now that's family!

As usual, I forgive them, and things go on. I've been working on my story, however slowly that may be coming along, I'm dedicated to writing it because I want to show the world what it's like growing up nowadays. Sure, Degrassi is a nice show and all, but stuff doesn't work out like that, it much more complex, and class politics don't play as big of a role as they'd like to think it does. With the story, I'd like to show the endurances of the average kid in high school, and maybe one day, parents will understand the stress that is present in every teenager's life.

Perhaps I'll wait til it's finished and publish it, same goes for my poetry. I've been thinking about releasing my poetry in a book, publishing them all, and getting them on a book. God only knows if it will ever become popular, but I've been wanting to do this for awhile.

If you've been trying to find me at church, chances are you're showing up the wrong day, but don't worry too much because I have been attending regularly. Unfortunately, I do wish to avoid the crowd, as I simply cannot stand the drama and politics that lie within Youth Group. I miss you all very much (you know who you are), but I will not sit in a group that preaches and expresses such a careless attitude. People matter, no matter who they are, no matter what they do, their feelings and struggles are important. Perhaps one day pastor will understand that, and until that day, I really do not wish to set foot inside his church.

And now I'll take a breath, and perhaps you should too.

Now Playing - "Nothing Currently Playing (Bummer Remix)" -_-
Posted by Ryan Bach .xXx. 6:48 PM
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